mohamed firman bin mohamed pawsie is a failure till today..

i did some deep thinking of late..and a whole lot of observing..
i really did..u all did not notice did u haahahah..wad d hell

oh well..this phrase somehow woke me up

life may knock us down..but its up to us whether we choose to get back up..

ive wasted my life..in mre ways thn 1..i tunneled vision for too long..

i focused on a relationship tat is worthless now..i spent my days proving to people i cud b 1 of d big shots..n worse my poly life was affected caux of my actions..

now im so called 1 of thm..i dun feel d sense of satisfaction..n i feel i've wasted my time for all these unnecessary stuffs without actually gaining anything..

i've made up my mind..i wanna go back to sch..if thy wud except me..i'll take my degree..n ill pursue my muay thai 10times harder..i wun waste my time on petty stuff like relationships nor my design thingy..i need to be firm..n besides...i do believe in fate..if she's d 1..thn 1 day we will meet..if god had planned it out for me..insya allah..whoever she might b..haha...

ps:peeps wish me luck for my final ippt!!! i wan mac & cheese if i pass lol