temper3..its gtting d best of me nowadays..how i wish i cud juz breathe the fresh air of d beautiful sea lookin up into the sky..n juz submit to d calmness of d waves melodic sounds...life..its too complicated wen u tend to forget how simple it really is..recent events juz multiplies wad rage i've been keeping for so long..yet lil did i noe..it goes 2 ways..

looks like i'm quite d hot topic among my dear frenz..nowadays..some say it was my fault tat my x left me..others..or rather the same pple conclude tat its partially my fault tat syukur is evading us..hmmm.maybe they r right maybe they r wrong..who noes..its kinda sad really..to realise those i confide in,actually confide in others about me..n worse it makes me edgy thinking..hmmm..who the hell can some1 trust..futhermre..how m i to confront those i need to..wen they themselves would rather have me take a step back..

at least 1 thing is positive..ns is coming..i can concentrate on other tings n thy can continue on their jolly life..maybe d road is getting shorter..a dead end perhaps..or a junction where every1 strts to go their seperate ways..who noes..but for now..all i wan to do..is...close my eyes n pray to god..to calm my soul..