see this relieved smile on my face.. :) yap2 tats called..phew....so lets scrap my previous entry..for now i noe d truth...tat those words onli came out from a certain individual..n another who juz blindly listened.. after all these years..a simple talk with some1 i truly trust n respect still does the trick..aint it amazing..thats wad i call a true fren..thnks for d effort!!!much appreciated!ice creams on me wen i book out!n ur boify too!miss him..lor..now i can go in ns wit no burden of guilt..n yes though im egoistic..i was told tat every1 has their bad habits..n if they really cud not stand me..they wud have left a long time ago..but tat doesnt mean its ok to b egoistic..i have to lessen it some way..n syukur though it was a text msg..really assured me.."don't worry wen izznt ur fault".so all in all i started my sat with no anger nor frustration..but with a sense of ease..that i noe i still have great frenz out there.. thats nakama to me. peace.