stepped down..finally i made a decision tat i wanted..n not caux..i had to or need to..yes i've stepped down from up there to juz a mere member..its not worth d risk nor d reputation..i gain nothing yet tend to lose everything..e...im losing my close frenz because of it..caux of d responsibilities i hold..d burden i cant carry on my shoulders animre... i can take care of myself fine without being some1..soon enuff maybe in a few years i eventually will go out..for those who tink thy can have a go at me..do try..i welcome ur challenge..its gd to work out a sweat anyway..hahax..
a year has passed me by..wad diff a year make..m i a better person..neh..but d picture is getting clearer now...as i prepare to bid farewell to u all for a month plus..i realise around tis time..last year i did d same..n came back wit a promise i still whole true..i dun regret wad ever mistakes i've done dis past year..for it has been a learning curve..nor do i regret letting u go..for i noe u'll b happier n looks like u found some1 better..nor do i regret pushing aside my studies to prove a point n b some1..though i feel a bit stupid..somehow every1 promises to b better d nxt year..n so i will not promise yet i will try..try for a better tmrw..try for a clearer picture..here's to a new book with a new title..n many chapters that may follow...