as i sit n wait..my mind wonder away..my hands felt heavy..my brain stopped as if to say..Man life is too short..too short tat its such a waste to juz drift away..i closed my eyes..took a deep breath..looked high up in d sky..n said..god do take care of emma's mum for me..for i'll do my part over here dun u worry..its a promise i made to her mum..a woman who i barely knew..a woman who welcomed me with opened arms..a woman who did not judge me..yet treated me like her own son..her words still fresh in my mind..MAn tolong jage emma untok cik eh man..my reply..ye cik man akan cube semana boleh..cik tak mau risau yer..being egoistic as i m i did not shed a tear till now..caux to me tears r for d weak..guys..chey we shudnt tear..bt now i understand y aid did i understand y awal n aib did..n to realise i was d onli 1 lucky enuff tocross path with such a great person..pity for it was only for a short time..1 who was juz like my mum.selfless..i kinda miss d stories she wud tell me,n how emma's dad wud return to work,n show off his silat..juz becaux im in muay thai..n emma's mum wud watch..emma laughing away at me..i miss her smile d most..i remember telling myself dat i wanted to take her out 1 day..caux she told me how she love to drive around sg..n how her sons wud take her wen they r free..but now i guess....(tearing away).here's to a woman who touched my heart though i barely noe her..life may end for u now..but i promise u wad awaits is somethin magical..for god rewards those who deserve it..a selfless woman..u..my dear..1 who was a great mum..touching every1 u meet..even if it was juz a smile..ill pray for u..n i promise tat even if i were to be poor n useless..ur daughter n sons i wud always lend a helping hand..for u dun have to worry..u will always be kept in a special placce in thier heart..for u really are a diamond tat needs no shape nor cut..for its d shape of a perfect heart..tats wad u r.much love man biawak.