Dear god;
I am but a mere mortal. One who is flawed. One who is unable to detour from mistakes. One who is consumed by many sins.
My heart is not at ease. I am like a shadow hiding in my own shadow. I am like an empty soul, stuck in a room filled with darkness. Neither do I feel content nor am I satisfied with where am I in life. Money nor gold can be my antidote. How much I yearn for the light that seems so far away, to grab hold d sacred rope u stretched on this forsaken planet.
As I walk, my mind tries to find solace..I start to look around. My mind starts to ponder. I start to wonder. If my life ends tomorrow..I noe myself I'm not fit of the promise garden. I noe my sins overpower that of my good deeds..
The way I lead my life, is the way i'll be judge.
The road I choose, will lead me to d final destination in eternity. I promise u dear god, I promise u I will try harder. I'll pull my socks up.I'll turn over a new leaf..I noe not wen my final day will be...I noe not the moment of my last breath. I beg u dear god, the ever forgiving, the one who knows all and the one who is above all. Allow me more time on this world that one day will end.I noe I'm not to ask, nor have I the right to plead. I noe I'm nothing more but a servant of billions that worship u. U r d only one who can grant me my wish, and ur d only one who can see thru me. I'm pleading to u not of selfish reasons, I plead to you as I noe d magnitude of my sins. For that I'm ashamed. For that I want to change. I fear ur wrath, ur power, ur might. I fear the day of judgement. I fear the hereafter. Dear god, only u r my saviour and only u I pray to. Please guide me away from hellfire.. Amin